yes, it is over. my path with you has come to an end. It was so sad and hard very hard admitting that is over for me and him. I was hoping that it would last a life time having you at my side. I am sorry I was wrong. I wanted to be yours but you wanted to be the fault of our relationship. I wanted to be the one but you wanted me to be a toy. I am in shock while you are enjoying your holiday. I am trying to heal my broken heart while you have none.
I should not say this because everyone has its own way of dealing what he or she is going through. I am trying to convince myself that it is over but I cannot. I am still hoping. I cannot do this any more. If he could do this to me than it is easy for him to walk away and I must do the same.
It was not meant to be. we cross each other path but it does not mean that we should walk together, that's what he once told me. I should have believed him and walk away but I kept fighting for this relation because I believe in love despite the odds. Congrats, you were right because you knew that. you should have told me. Why you promise someone with a life time but you know this wont happen, why?
Trust yourself and know that I did what it takes. I said the truth and I am free now.
